Unclose your eyes.
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  • UpDaTe~

    I had an interview at Whole Foods today and I think it went well!
    Fingers crossed I get a second. 

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  • "Yesterday, I spent 60 dollars on groceries,
    took the bus home,
    carried both bags with two good arms back to my studio apartment
    and cooked myself dinner.
    You and I may have different definitions of a good day.
    This week, I paid my rent and my credit card bill,
    worked 60 hours between my two jobs,
    only saw the sun on my cigarette breaks
    and slept like a rock.
    Flossed in the morning,
    locked my door,
    and remembered to buy eggs.
    My mother is proud of me.
    It is not the kind of pride she brags about at the golf course.
    She doesn’t combat topics like, ”My daughter got into Yale”
    with, ”Oh yeah, my daughter remembered to buy eggs”
    But she is proud.
    See, she remembers what came before this.
    The weeks where I forgot how to use my muscles,
    how I would stay as silent as a thick fog for weeks.
    She thought each phone call from an unknown number was the notice of my suicide.
    These were the bad days.
    My life was a gift that I wanted to return.
    My head was a house of leaking faucets and burnt-out lightbulbs.
    Depression, is a good lover.
    So attentive; has this innate way of making everything about you.
    And it is easy to forget that your bedroom is not the world,
    That the dark shadows your pain casts is not mood-lighting.
    It is easier to stay in this abusive relationship than fix the problems it has created.
    Today, I slept in until 10,
    cleaned every dish I own,
    fought with the bank,
    took care of paperwork.
    You and I might have different definitions of adulthood.
    I don’t work for salary, I didn’t graduate from college,
    but I don’t speak for others anymore,
    and I don’t regret anything I can’t genuinely apologize for.
    And my mother is proud of me.
    I burned down a house of depression,
    I painted over murals of greyscale,
    and it was hard to rewrite my life into one I wanted to live
    But today, I want to live.
    I didn’t salivate over sharp knives,
    or envy the boy who tossed himself off the Brooklyn bridge.
    I just cleaned my bathroom,
    did the laundry,
    called my brother.
    Told him, “it was a good day."
    A Good Day (Kait Rokowski)

    (Source: wordsthat-speak, via lostinsomebook)

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  • Funniest line of the whole show.

    (Source: pagets, via breathecalm)

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  • "nothing will ruin your 20’s more than thinking you should have your life together already."
    I need to write this on every wall of my room. (via thisyearsgirls)

    (Source: cokeinaglassbottle, via pleasenomoretimothyhay)

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  • ~new tumblr theme~

    ~so fresh n so clean~

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  • Can we talk about the show Rolie Polie Olie for like five seconds

    Like what was this show

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  • allmonds:

    The picture of the girl in socks got 50,000 notes. 50,000 notes for a picture of a girl in socks. Here is a picture of my dad in socks. I am expecting at least 100,000 notes. Go now. Do it.

    (Source: allmonds, via thewiseofheart)

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  • kaseof-flashdelirium:

    blastingradio:

    This is not my beautiful house
    This is not my beautiful wife

    My god wat have I done

    (Source: derpycats, via gothicgrandpaqueen)

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  • owlapin:

    hay-needle:

    Do you slip it on him tail first?

    nah i just hold it open and he crawls in

    (via gollywank)

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  • After a few weeks of saying “tomorrow,” I finally submitted an application for a job at Whole Foods.

    And now, we wait.

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  • "In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invincible love.
In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invincible smile.
In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invincible calm. 
I realized, through it all, that 
In the middle of winter, I finally found that within me there lies an invincible summer."
    Albert Camus (via fy-perspectives)

    (via joshuadparker)

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  • Swim Deep
    King City
  • getthesoundoffyourhead:

    Swim Deep - King City

    (via gothicgrandpaqueen)

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